Ridwan's Blog

Every people in the world have experienced a kind of feeling of sadness or loss of interest over something. That feeling is called depression or major depressive disorder. Depression is a simple at first glance but,  it is a quite serious illness that negatively affects how you feel, how you act, and the way you think. Depression may occur only once in your lifetime, but people sometimes have multiple episode/sequence of depression. For example, an employee who works under a boss, sometimes will succumb to a depression because of many factors relating to his job. Sometimes he has to keep on working until late only to get paid minimally. For young people, depression symptoms may include sadness, feeling negative and worthless, anger, extremely sensitive, and others. Treating depression in youger people is easier than older people because older people often reluctant to seek help. In case of younger people, their parent will soon notice why is their child is acting rather strange o

      A year ago when i was enjoying my holiday, my friend and i decided to play a game which is Counter Strike : Global Offensive or better known as CS:GO. My friend Farhan and i jump straight into a competitive matchmaking. Competitive matchmaking is a game mode in CS:GO where the game separates the player (which is 10 players,so it is 5v5) into 2 teams, Counter Terrorist Team and Terrorist Team. We can speak through our microphone to inform our teammates about any information we get to defeat the opposing team. You can queue alone or play with some friends if you have any. In my case, we only have 2 people queueing so the game adds 3 more random player to our team. By random, i mean, completely random. You can meet people (in game, of course) from your current region. So if you play in South East Asia region, you can meet people from another country aside from Indonesia like Singapore, Malaysia, Phillipine, etc. But if you are lucky, you can meet Indonesian player as  well.    

        HOBBIES        Every normal human being in this world have one or two activities that they love to do in their spare time. These activities are called hobby. Everyone might or might not be differ in terms of hobby that they like. One person’s skill can be reflected by that person’s hobby. For example, my friend Riza who i knew was very smart in high school, loves to read books in his free time. Another example is my brother Iwan that i knew was very good at playing console games when we were child, always plays console games after he got back from school.         For me myself, my hobby is playing console games similar to my brother because we grown up playing games together in our childhood. Some of the games that i played is bought from my own money because i want to appreciate the game developer for their hardwork making the game. And because of it, i rarely use pirated games. But sometimes, i still use pirated games because i want to test it first is it wor

Back in the day when i was a highschooler, i always think that being in a college is very fun and enjoyable. But i was wrong in many ways as i walk through it. College life is not as easy as many highschoolers think. Being a college student means that you have more responsibilities in your life. In a college, you must throw all of your "high school thinking" away and be more adult. A college student are given more assignment compared to high school student and given less time to finish it. Many highschoolers think that being in a college is fun because when in a college, they have more free time than highschooler. This is a big mistake. A college student is expected to study more not only in class but also in their free time. IF you have some free time, most of it will be wasted to finish your assignments. And because of this, many college students are depressed in their life as a college students. These depressed students have to be enlightened about their goal in th